Christmas Edition

This is my first noel in 2011
i celebrate noel on December 10th 2011 at my Church,
" City Light Church at Bekasi Square "

me, nesa and tika.

there i have a duty to be a usher with my friends.
be an usher is nice,
because you can smile to the guest and give them souvenir.
Don't forget to say " Merry Christmas "

Look...
That is me, wearing red uniform standing beside the Christmas tree. Ho..Ho..Ho..



This is my second noel in 2011
I celebrate noel from Unilever Indonesia at Smesco - Jakarta

Thats lovely Christmas tree... . Everyone really want to take a picture in front of the tree.
I really like the way, unilever to serve the guest, i like the Christmas  drama, i like the landscape, and i like a singer who perform at their Christmas Celebration. He is Marcello Tahitoe, you can also called him Ello.. He has beautiful voice, six pack body, and pretty face. I will share his picture later, ya.

i have to go home now,,
see you tomorrow.

Loving you...

Loving you is never ending story....
It's not about your face,
your money
or your carrier.

You,
i know why my heart beat so fast,
if i think about you.

Your face is surround my mind.
The last time we met,
I still felt your hand,
when you shake my hand.
I still heard your voice,
when you sang that time.

It's been 5 years ago.

You and I....

Never ending story,
Never been completed,

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- B. (You)

December 16th

On December 16th, My father was born.

Yesterday it was 16th December. 

I didn't have enough time to blogging.

So today i wanna tell you about that special day.

On my father birthday,

We usually eat together to celebrate his birthday.

And i loved to give a prize to him.

But yesterday is so different.

When i tell to my friend,

hi, today is my father birthday.

my friend told me,

bek, isn't your birthday anymore.

hmmm.....

at that time i realize,

he told the truth to me.

ya, my father cannot celebrate his birthday anymore with us.

but, can i just celebrate his birthday with send him some pray to God.

i hope an angel will send my pray to God, 

and i also hope that God let my father receive my pray.

because i sent him a special pray,

pray is the most beautiful gift that i ever gave to him.

father, 

i hope you already listen to my pray.

i love you.

your lovely daughter, 

Deasy 

Sunday

Hi... Guys !

i would tell you,
what i usually do.

1. wake up in the morning
2. take a bath
3. dress up
4. if i got morning schedule to sunday service at church, there's no time to watching doraemon.
     so, i have to go early, at 06.45 am. i don't want come late if i used to be a singer.
5. if i got evening schedule to Sunday sevice, my activity are :

• i soaked clothes for awhile..
• i watching doraemon while i waiting my soaked clothes for awhile.
• when the movie was end. i eat breakfast, and ready to wash.
• i usually wash my clothes and listening music with my earphone rather.

6.i loved to hang out with my friends on Sunday

Ok Guys,

i think that's all i like to do on Sunday.

Thank you.

Saturday

Wow..
who doesn't like Saturday? No One, exactly !
Saturday is weekend.
it's time to relax.

On Saturday,
usually young people hang out with their couple.
they goes to somewhere such as mall, cafe, restaurant, and many more.
and, parent takes their children to the zoo, swimming pool, beach or mountain.

lovely day,
because you can spend a day with your friend, your love and your pets.
the special one, the day after Saturday is Sunday, after you go to the church
you can do all good things again, yeay !

no Work !

but,....but...but....

i just feel it, only on second week of the month.
yeah, my office doesn't off for every single Saturday.
oh, no !

i hope, my office will change their decision to work on Saturday.
Please boss... please.....
will see.

Friday

i had bad feeling today and the day before yesterday.
yesterday, i felt so blue and boring.
i glad, that my aunty be nice with me last night.

i felt, i can't handle this situation.

so yesterday and today is damn bad day.
i hope tomorrow will be nicer than today.
hmm...

try from my own,
to be a better person,
a better sister,
and a better employee.

boring...oh
oh.. boring..

please go away from my self.
i wanna something new,
something better.
something that, makes me happy.

something about "love".

Thursday

Today is Tuesday but i post about Thursday...
on this time, i would like to tell you about my special day.
my special day is my birthday, Christmas, my best friends birthday, families birthday, my boy friend birthday and many more.

something special....
we always expect much about what we think should be special.
so, when you get "flat" it will make you feel bad.

i had bad story about my ex boy friend's birthday,
when his birthday i will gave him some prize,
and hope he would like it.
but, you know what.
when we planned to meet at some where,
he told me to go home, to prepared my self.
to got dress before i meet him.
and you know what,
i already bring his prize to the office.

okay, i went to my house.
i got dress..
and bla.. bla...

you know what...!

suddenly, i lost contact from him.

and i didn't celebrate his birthday.

The fact, after i breaking up with him. My friend told me that, my ex boy friend has another girl, when he in relationship with me. Well.. well... well...

Thank God i found the good in good bye, *beyonce sing.

Wednesday...

Okay, actually when i post this (i typed on Monday) well you know the title is Wednesday yea.. haha... forget it. i post just for fun.

when i was a child i though Wednesday is a worst day ever.
caused, almost on Wednesday my father mad at me. ahaha...
yeah, the problem absolutely back to me.
on Wednesday i usually played with my friends till late evening,
so, when my father get busy after he comes from the office,
he should cooked for us, and i always forgot to clean house before he comes home.

so sorry father....

my father is the best person in my life.

he toughs, gentle, funny, mature (of course),
he is my best friend.
i can tell him, everything about my self and my activity.

am so close with him,
because my mom, was passed away when i was 8th years old.
he becomes single fighter as a Man.
and single parent.

i love my father so much...
so much as i can...

till he dies,
cause his stupid habit,
he is a "smoker".

he die when i was 16th years old.

i miss him every night for every couple hours...
am dying to let him go.

but, C'est la vie (this is life)

* you and i, have to face the fact. even it hurts*